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Its you

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Its me

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You're not the person I thought you'd be

For you are lost
not in me

Believed to be innocent
but not by me


I know you better than that
I know you way to well

Until we finally fell
fell so far down

Down to part

But how can something so simple become so hard?

Miracles

Imagine
Beauty
Life
Love
Miracles

Imagine the Beauty of the world
The significance of one life
The importance of you

Imagine your life
So indescribable
So impressionable

Imagine Love
Hopeless dreams
and open hearts
Broken thoughts and lifeless dreams

Imagine the Miracle that will save you
The one person who believes you're beautiful
The one person who knows they will give you life
The one person who will simply love you

Your miracle once and for all.

Simple

Take my hand
Lead me right
Lead me to your heart

I want to know you
Want to feel you
See you
touch you

Kiss me
and tell me I'm yours

but we can't
conviction tell us no

No to love
no to us
no to me
and you.

I want
you want
we feel so close

One more day
Promise
I know
you'll be with me

My eyes are weak
and so are we
but I see you
as strong as you can be

your heart so soft
hands so kind

place your lips on mine.

For you are kind
For you are mine
For you are so lost
Lost in time.

Once

Undercut by lust and unfaithful desires
My heart so tattered
forced into love

Taken by the hand and drugged
Drugged by you
and you alone

Remorse follows as we lay
My heart dies as I wait
Kisses upon the cheek

I turn and walk away
To see your lonely face

I feel nothing
Nothing at all

I ache inside to know that you've died
But

I now feel so happy inside
For you weren't meant for me

I've found someone else
Loving
Caring
Incredible

Someone more like myself.

Untitled

I close my eyes
My life
My everything
I open my soul
My heart
My love for you
Sleepless nights
Lonely nights
Hopeless nights
You're there
Sometimes
I think
I hope
Aren't you?
Please...
I close my eyes one last time
I want to see you
I do
Not in marriage
Only for the perfect
I do for the love
Love of many
Do I have love?
Curious
Yes
I don't feel
Need
Want
Sleep
Tired?
I fumble over me
I close my eyes
For once they don't open
I do see you
My mind at ease
Forever I'm closed

Curious Insights

Eyes wonder
yours seem to more
and you don't care
_ why don't you care?
_ Do you even think about it?
No, you only think of yourself

Selfish

That's what you are.
Unthankful
Yeah thats right
No emotion
Nothing shown

Have a nice life

Better yet, I'm gone.

Sinister

Give me something to go off of
I'm stuck in the same spot
Nothing seems to help this
There never seems to be a lot

of love
of time
of anything at all

The world has changed
nothing is the same.

Empty Swing Sets

I look at you, while tears stream down
Lost memories, people, and innocent times.

Swing sets
old doors now closed...
what used to be welcoming instead of unexposed.

swings would sway
laughs would ring throughout the air...
little wispers
tiny hands
old friends
Lost time not able to connect with what could have been.
unchangeable acts
and unresponsible actions

what could I have done...
nothing
nothing at all

I look at you and see what I used to.
I see what I wanted it to be like...
How I used to be.

Why couldn't it just stay the same?
Why was it ment to happen this way?


I abandoned you...
Left without goodbye.

Now, you have abandoned me.
Everyone...
empty swing sets
and
hollow footsteps
old memories left in your presence...

Time...
a mystery, left for only us to find out.
But,the problem is that time goes on even without us involved.

Memories
Memories
Memories...
I wish for you to come to me.
The moments in time that I wish could follow me throughout my years...
throughout my time...
throughout my mystery.
Take me back.

Why?

So tell me why?
Why are so many people crazy?
Can we really be born with insanity?

What makes us this way?
Others?
Ourselfs?

Whats the purpose?

Life, some say its a gift. Then why is it that I didn't get to open my own life...
You know,that gift that was supposedly given to me.

Why is it that my life was given to someone else to open it?
Please, someone inform me on this valuable information.

So, another question...
What was I wrapped in? Paper?

If so, what kind...

Everyone has their type of paper. Different colors, styles, brand.
What were you wrapped in?

I believe that my paper, it was different.
No color really, not much of a style, just a plain paper...
Lets say that this paper refelects your personality.

Keep on thinking about this paper thought and why you were unwrapped...

Some questions to leave you with...
What kinda of paper were you?
Why were you unwrapped?
Why?

Take a Look

Take a look.
Tell me, what do you see?

That strange piece of glass that seems to follow me.

Look inside
with vainity

thats not what I see, but insanity.
I see someone worthless.
No heart, shameless hopes, and wonders

Break me and you are ruined
seven exausting years
no more no more.

Past times come back with every glance.
Wishes of more time then.

When Present features are all that extend.
Mirror Mirror on that wall

Can you tell me who I am at all.

Beautiful Day

Today is one to capture, in my case I believe.
Lost in the open and endless sky with my wonderous eyes.

I'm going to keep this empty head up with storming possibilities.
No stress
No worries

Keep me going on this beautiful day.

Crazy Wacky Bubble Gum

Take me away
Just one day to say the least
Somewhere over the so called rainbow, where nothing goes wrong, everything is perfect… or so they say.

No stress
No expressed time
Just endless possibilities
Good times, no worries
Just amazing and wonderful friends
And some crazy wacky bubble gum.

Titainium Hearts

Take my hand... No, you can't

Take my mind... Yes, I admit. I think all the time.


Hearts may change with feelings exposed.


For you once cared, but no one knew.
You lost me somewhere, I don't know...

Hearts built of titainium, thats what I have...
I must, for once you left, I never looked back.

Self Image

To girls who have their own sense of style.
Express yourself...
Let yourself go...
Show em' what your made of...

"Lets give em' somethin' to talk about"
-Bonnie Raitt

It's Real

Sing to me a song of love
Buy me those dozen roses
Kiss me with strong emotion
Don’t ever let me go…

Isn’t that what every girl is supposed to want?
Then why is it that I don’t feel the same?

I being who I am just need someone who will always be there for me…
Not always physically but mentally.
No need to buy me these things …
Just sit beside me and smile.
-Look me in the eyes
-Don’t say one word

I’ll know what you mean by the meaningful look in those deep sea eyes.
Trust me and I’ll trust you
Love me and I’ll love you

Silly little gestures, I know… but they honestly work.